urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn make sure you wear a rubber dude make sure you wear a rubber dude 2005-07-06T19:52:47Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:42334 2005-07-06T19:52:47Z 2005-07-06T19:52:47Z "I sometimes feel like an alien creature from which there is no earthly explanation. <br /><br />in money we trust. <br />we'll find happiness. <br />the prevaliing attitude. <br />like a genitcally modified eradiated big mac that is somehow symbolic of food.<br /> <br />morality is legislated. <br />prisons are over populated. <br />religion is incorporated. <br /><br />the profit motive has permiated all activity. <br /><br />can you imagine clean water, food and air? <br />living in community with people who care? <br />do you dare to feel resposible for every dollar you lay down? <br />are you going to make the rich man richer? <br />or are you going to stand your ground? <br /><br />you say you want a revolution, a communal evolution? <br />to be a part of the solution? <br /><br />maybe i'll be seeing you around."<br /><br /><br />-Woody Harrelson<br /><br /><br />ps. everyone rent 'Go Further' urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:42125 2005-07-02T04:55:33Z 2005-07-02T04:55:33Z i'm doing laundry on a friday night. i'm such a stud.<br /><br /><br /><br />oh,<br /><br />ATTN: everyone.. make sure jeb bush doesn't become our next president.<br /><br />just so you know. he's waiting for his turn. <br /><br />and don't think it won't happen. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:41766 2005-06-28T18:17:30Z 2005-07-01T05:55:53Z 'lovers of loving love' by the aquabats could easily contend with being the best song in the history of the world. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:41626 2005-06-28T05:56:08Z 2005-06-28T05:56:08Z dude-bros, the real world, austin is fucking awsome, i hate it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:41247 2005-06-27T19:26:48Z 2005-06-27T19:26:48Z dude-bro, i saw the aquabats the othernight and it was fucking awsome. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:41006 2005-06-24T03:04:06Z 2005-06-26T15:20:59Z hhhhmmm, i don't know what i'm going to do tonight..<br />i feel so drained for no reason.<br /> <br />pistons/spurs game seven. maybe..<br />i might read some books i bought yesterday. maybe..<br /><br />i don't know when i suddenly became a book buyer?<br />oh yeah..when our public library system became so inconvenient and decrepit, that we fell into the hands of corporate booksellers replacing something that should be given on demand and readily available. <br /><br />i'm thinking of forming a communist party. education should not be bought. that's what the sad part about poverty-esq/lower income areas of our cities and country. the poor ultimately are so behind in education and politics that it is impossible to have a say when they don't even know what is being said. leaders love that. they have their own votes and the people's votes who are too unenlightend to participate. clever clever. <br /><br />--------left mid-post to the store-------<br /><br />so back from the store now (hours later). bryan and i ended up buying some used dvds.. i bought a couple of my favorite movies: adaptation on dvd for 5 bucks and kissing jessica stein for 1.99 on vhs. STEEEAAAL! bryan bought aqua teen season 2. i'm not about aqua teen, i've seen 3.5 episodes so far and it sucks. i have no clue as to why so many people like it. please explain. maybe i'm missing the point? or maybe not. feel free to chime in.<br /><br />i'm liking this weakerthans album tho. ya know?<br /><br /><br />i'm gonna go check on the pistons. they need to win tonight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:40766 2005-06-21T17:28:10Z 2005-06-21T17:28:10Z i'm a total batman nerd now. i saw it lastnight and it was the best superhero movie ever. i can't wait for the next one. the best part of the whole movie tho, was when Mr. Fox got fired and the ceo was all.."didn't you get the memo?" this black guy behind us goes "I HEARD THAT".. it was fucking hilarious, we couldn't stop laughing. i want to see it again.<br /><br />other than that,.. i'm thinking of entering something in a design contest for Print Magazine.<br />i'll probably win. ya know? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:40660 2005-06-19T04:13:28Z 2005-06-19T04:13:28Z <a href="http://www.myspace.com/stophardcoredancing"><img src="http://www.coalitionagainsthardcoredancing.com/cahd_banner2.gif" border="0"></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:40340 2005-06-17T23:40:39Z 2005-06-17T23:40:39Z i was working on some design stuff for a little bit and felt really good about it. really excited.<br />i was so happy. and then in the next second, i hear a lyric from a song and i almost start crying.<br />i love that. makes me feel really sturdy. ya know? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:39950 2005-06-14T16:27:24Z 2005-06-14T16:27:24Z i want go to a rasta show. like, an outdoor weed festival. near the beach.<br />i need to buy an acoustic guitar soon.<br />zach, i ate your lentil soup.. i owe you.<br /><br />i almost died lastnight. it was awsome.. i wish i had video.<br />i think - i believe in ghosts or angels now.. there is no way i stayed on that board by myself.<br /><br />lastnight, the reaper and i decided to roll around on skateboards<br />i haven't ridden one since highschool. i'm ok, i can't do tricks, but i can roll..<br />we go out and about and then going back towards where we parked the road went downhill.<br />so zach(sponsored by VANS,FASTFORWARD,HELLROSE), naturally decides to ride it.. it looked sweet, so i did too. <br />the road was all asphalt and smooth, no cars.. but gravity happens to NOT FUCK AROUND.<br />i quickly picked up speed.. learned what 'speed wobbles' are..<br />flying past an outdoor cafe with people watching, i thought i was going to die or seriously injure myself..<br />i continued to fly down the steet about a half a block, untill i found a spot to 'safely' bail.. <br />it was probably the most potential danger my body has ever physically been in. fun.<br /><br />so now, i wear a cape and talk shit to everyone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:39728 2005-06-09T07:39:07Z 2005-06-09T07:39:07Z wow, my ibook works again! wtf.<br />i thought my video card was fried..<br />i go to the lenox apple store.. 2 hour wait at the genius bar<br />so i couldn't get it fixed..<br />but in a chance attempt to see if it works tonight.. IT DOES.<br /><br />whatelse.. <br />oh, i learned what 'felching' is today. <br />it's amaizing what you learn when you ask questions. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:39673 2005-06-03T10:54:27Z 2005-06-03T10:54:27Z holy shit, i'm up!<br />i went to bed early and woke up early!<br />wow.. feels good.<br />must have been that excellent dinner lastnight..<br /><br />i would like to thank my girls:<br />cassandra and stephanie, seriously.. <br />you ladies are the best ever.<br /><br />you should have seen the food..<br />and candle-lit, living room picnic..<br />and LA NAVARRAISE symphony orchestra!<br />finally, vegan chocolate mouse for desert<br />we don't fuck around.<br /><br />ok, i might go back to sleep.. its not even 7am yet<br />i'm getting a job today. and some pornography maybe?<br /><br /><br />YES! i'm awake. its june. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:39376 2005-06-02T19:48:21Z 2005-06-02T19:48:21Z "when we are born, we need someone to take care of us.. when we are dying, we need someone to take care of us, but here is the kicker... <br /><br />in between being born and dying, we need someone more than ever." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:39032 2005-05-31T02:55:23Z 2005-05-31T02:55:23Z "The president's handlers know that every word is false, but they also know that lies can become Truth, if repeated insistently enough." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:38745 2005-05-30T07:35:00Z 2005-05-30T07:35:00Z weirdness, i woke up today and<br />my dick, back and stomach hurt..i have no idea..<br />i went to the gym tonight<br />i walk through the laundry room.. seen a hot black girl doing laundry<br />i have a thing fo black women now.. and i eat vegan ribs alot too..<br />and watch chappelle's show.. and listen to alot of dead prez lately.. <br />and i live in the dirty dirty.. it must be in the water..??<br />so i holla at the ho, i roll up in the gym, because i gots to get swoll<br />i go in and see if they had anything to strech out my lower back muscle<br />my dick still hurts, my stomach is cool, but my fuckin back is still buggin'<br />so i look around.. both of the tv sets are still on as usual.. <br />one is on mute showing 'the 6th day' on tnt<br />and the other one had soft porn on and loud as fuck.. which was interesting<br />i havent seen cheezy soft porn in a while. <br />but i felt like the biggest perv, being the only one in there.<br />so i broke out! nigga!<br />i look and feel so different today. i hate it.<br />it feels like i'm on the guy version of my period ..if guys have that?<br />i'm not going to sleep tonight. and my dick still hurts<br />aint that a B' urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:38488 2005-05-30T01:26:47Z 2005-05-30T01:26:47Z deadprez.com<br /><br />go to their news page and watch their video 'hell yeah'<br />it's seriously one of the best music videos i've ever seen urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:38205 2005-05-29T11:14:47Z 2005-05-29T17:34:39Z "good is a point of view"<br /><br />of course that's not a famous starwars quote..or will be, but it's my favorite.<br /><br /><br /><br />(incomplete post -- to be continued.) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:37971 2005-05-26T08:57:07Z 2005-05-26T08:57:07Z the new maria taylor is wonderful<br />you should buy her album '11:11'<br />chinese budda after mjq is lovely<br />i feel like listening to someone talk softly<br />i wish someone was laying next to me <br /><br />"there was something there" -- a line in this song.<br /><br />i got the weirdest fortune cookie tonight<br />i still can't comprehend it..<br /><br />"Prosperity destoys the fools and endangers the wise"<br /><br />can you explain this?<br />we'll call it: fun philosophy<br />i'd like to read your thoughts or views on this.<br />i'll come back to it. you can too. <br /><br />maria taylor everyone. get into it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:37814 2005-05-24T05:16:00Z 2005-05-24T05:16:00Z <img src="http://ai-dallas.com/student/gallery/CastroE/pinkstick.jpg" alt=""><br /><br /><br />courtesy of the PNKc urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:37561 2005-05-23T08:38:45Z 2005-05-23T08:38:45Z awwwwwwww, bryan won me shoes tonight! <br />what a sweetheart that boy is!<br />i'm such a girl, i love getting new shoes<br />consumed too much sugar tonight<br />can't sleep again<br />i feel like trying vatica tomarrow.. <br />its indian, 100% veg. and no menues(it changes daily) <br />its been non-stop eating for me lately<br />i'm going to start going to the gym tomarrow<br />i'm going to shop for a bike too <br />its fuckin summer dudes!<br />jaimie's birthday party was fun..<br />after i kinda sorted out the people i liked talking to..<br />drunk people (who i don't know) freak me out now.<br /><br />i want my desaparacidos album back<br />i need to start listening to npr again<br />i have no idea whats going on with the world.<br />maybe its good..., but i do live in THE cuntry to live in right now<br />..i guess i should keep up... right?<br />plus i enjoy educated people talking.. even diane reams(sp?)<br />i need to start waking up before noon..<br />and start acting like an educated person.<br />i'm going to research iceland.<br />it seems like no one is talking about them up there.. <br />i bet upon reading this you've just said to yourself: <br /><br />'holy shit.. ICELAND!.. what are they up to??'.. yep. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:37304 2005-05-19T19:16:39Z 2005-05-19T19:16:39Z lurking on myspace, i found a girl that i have had a little crush on for a the past.. (over a few)months.. we talked, but never went out or did anything(i'm such a pussy). i reget not getting to know her better. and i hate that. maybe this is what it feels like when you're dying and you look at all the things in life that you could have done and didn't for a stupid reason. <br />i'm stupid. (considered)wise. but stupid. i wonder which is best? to be wise and have long term, good decisions taken care of OR just bright and moving day to day. i wish i was B. fuck'n A.<br />and lastnight confirms this alittle. usually i'm ok at clubs. but i wasn't feeling it lastnight. places and venues i've noticed i've been really bothered by space and light of surroundings in these venues lately. i'm a fucking dork. i need to turn my brain off. i did get a little kiss from this punkrock girl brooke.. women's lower backs and hips feel good year round (truth). i was really attracted to punkrock girls with lots of tattoos and looked strung out lastnight. i feel weird talking to girls who are drunk. they look stupid/hot and i feel stupid/stupid.<br />i don't sound too confident in myself on this post. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:37024 2005-05-16T08:46:10Z 2005-05-16T08:46:10Z i stole this from the lovely cassandra:<br /><br /><br />1. What is the middle name of the first person you had sex with?<br /><br />n/a<br /><br />2. What kind of underwear are you wearing and what color?<br /><br />light blue, cotton boxers<br /><br />3. What is the song you want played at your funeral? <br /><br />'Islero' by crooked fingers ..i don't want a funeral.<br /><br />4. What would your last meal be before getting executed?<br /><br />gah.. i wouldn't want to get fat and die too (sass!)<br /><br />5. Beatles or Stones?<br /><br />the beatles<br /><br />6. If you had to pick one person on earth who should die, who would it be?<br /><br />i have no answer for this question. everyone dies eventually.<br /><br />7. The person whose problems you would never want to hear again?<br /><br />i have no answer for this one. <br /><br />8. What is the thing most important to you (as far as physical) about the preferred sex?<br /><br />health.<br /><br />9. Do you secretly hate some of your friends but are too nice to reject them?<br /><br />no. everyone is loved. or i tell them otherwise.<br /><br />10. If you could have any super power what would it be?<br /><br />i'd be one of captain planets kids.. i'd be HEART.<br />why was there never a captain planet movie??<br />not a cartoon movie, but an actual film. <br />fuck that needs to happen!<br /><br />11. Favorite hangover cure-<br /><br />if you need a hangover cure, you have a bigger problem than a hangover.<br /><br />12. How many drinks does it take to get you drunk?<br /><br />none.<br /><br />13. Favorite Song Lyric<br /><br />i am so glad you asked that question!<br />again, its crooked fingers: 'you must build a fire' <br /><br />"Oh gracious love, you were so kind to me <br />You only broke my heart <br />Let my arms and legs stay strong <br />So i could swim upon the open sea <br />Searching for another love <br />floating along aimlessly<br />Oh where are you love <br />Tell me where are you love <br />I will wait for you another night<br />Cause i know you won't to leave me behind<br />I had someone -- a love I thought was true<br />But sometimes you just get tired<br />And you must try not to die<br />And give your love though no one may receive<br />You must build a giant fire<br />For the whole wide world to see<br />Oh where are you love<br />Oh where have you gone<br />I shall wait for you another night<br />And you know i won't leave you behind<br />Oh where are you love<br />So thank you love you were so kind to me<br />You put hope into my heart<br />Shined a light so i could see <br />Those wicked things -- the wicked things you do<br />Well i pay them no mind<br />Cause i know you'll be back in time<br />Oh where are you love<br />Tell me where are you love<br />I shall wait for you just one more night<br />Cause i know you won't leave me behind<br />Oh where are you love" <br /><br /><br />14. Hair color you most like someone you're dating to have?<br /><br />i don't care. natural is nice. <br /><br />15. If you had to be blind or deaf?:<br /><br />mos deaf. <br /><br />16. Do you have any psychiatric problems? <br /><br />bi-polar and girls.. is girls one?<br /><br />17. Siblings that should go to rehab? <br /><br />my brother is getting better from what i hear?<br /><br />18. Least favorite month?<br /><br />feb<br /><br />19. First movie you can remember seeing as a kid?<br /><br />hmm.. war movies with my dad..? i don't think we ever watched anything else until i got a brain of my own. isn't that sad? wouldn't you get movies for your kids to enjoy..and not fucking MIDWAY. thanks dad. <br /><br />20. fave person ever? <br /><br />andy warhol. <br /><br />21. When's the last time you went on a date?<br /><br />i don't go on dates. i want to change that.<br /><br />22. Do you like violent movies or dirty movies?<br /><br />hot fucking filth! <br /><br />23. Fall or spring?:<br /><br />spring! <br /><br />24. Person you most wish you hadn't made out with?: <br /><br />no, i like making out. i have no answer for this question and no regrets.<br /><br />25. If you are straight, which person of the same sex would you do it with? <br /><br />i would fuck the shit out of george w. bush<br /><br />26. Where do you want to live when you are old and brittle?<br /><br />western europe. where my children will be nurished in a rich, warm, coastal climate, gorgeous, clean, multi-cultural, socialist, avant-garde, historical, romantic country sides. <br /><br />27. Who is the person or persons you can count on most?<br /><br />maria.<br /><br />28. If you could date any movie celebrity past or present, time and age are not factors?<br /><br />Chloë Sevigny<br /><br />29. What books have you pretended you've read?<br /><br />none.<br /><br />30. What's a word you would use to describe your life?<br /><br />fortunate.<br /><br />31. Favorite drinking game? <br /><br />the one where everyone dies wearing the same robe and shoes<br /><br />32. What did you dream last night?<br /><br />holy shit. i had a dream of this teacher i used to have in highschool. and she was so hot when i was 17.. like '8.5 milf hot'.. and in the dream lastnight that she divorced her husband and left teaching to work in retail. and i saw her at a store and we were supposed to go out next week. but it was weird, because it took place in dallas?? and i was in the process of moving from this apt that was really weird and delapadated and blue-green plastic walls.. like a port-a-potty.. and i was moving in with a friend of my brother's from highschool. his name was jordan. and he was being mean to me? anyways.. awsome. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:36660 2005-05-14T02:21:40Z 2005-05-14T02:21:40Z its not so much that its the 13th..<br />or friday the 13th..<br />if you really want to know the truth,<br />its not the number 13 that is bad luck.<br />its that 1 and 3 add up to be 4<br />and 4 is bad luck.<br /><br /><br />purevolume.com/boysnightout (NEW SONG -- 'Composing') urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:36483 2005-05-12T09:35:21Z 2005-05-12T09:35:21Z i havent' updated since i moved<br />i think it was a successful move too<br />the past couple weeks have been fun and interesting<br />the apt is a wonderful and spacious place to come home to<br />my flatmates have been great thusfar<br />finding my way around is getting easier<br />very vegan friendly here too. lots of good vegan dining in atl.<br />i bought some sick(666)asics today. i love them.<br />i think the z-man got me some vans tonight too?.. when it rains it pours, ya know?<br />i want to see a good show soon<br />and meet a girl i can make dinner for<br />..i bought those candles for a reason goddammit!<br />i bought a cookbook the other night too.. i don't know if i like it yet?<br />we'll see..<br />i still need to buy a lot more things for the apt.<br />listening to old bad religion and propaghandi(less talk more rock) lately (!)<br />we went swimming yesterday.. and yeah, its still early may bros<br />note to self: LOTS OF POOLSIDE VEGAN BBQs THIS SUMMER. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baltihormarilyn:36280 2005-04-29T07:38:26Z 2005-04-29T10:36:57Z i think i lied to everyone.. i thought i was leaving on sunday night, but its actually saturday night..?? <br />how did i miss that?<br />yeah, so i leave saturday night.. wow, i still have alot to do before i leave.<br /><br /><br /><br />maria taylor is playing at the gypse tea room tonight. see you there!